May 09, 2003

Current mood: Stoned
Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.
There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around

I assent (Tryin 2 action cheem Englishified prof. Haw haw!) with tat statement totally. Duznt it flows with my way of thinking. *Sigh* Sad ar.. Finali i'm online aftr so many days.. I read dar masses' bloggies n itz all D-pressing stuff. NOW every1's gona tink "Yeah la, gd fer Michelle, shez got sumone's trust!" Itz sucha mega issue.
Wad. Do this ppl nt undastan itz not hu u trust or wad that counts but juz bein yaself n doin da best u can? SO wad if the person says he/she trusts u? IF he/she duznt talk to u much nor bother much abt u.. DOES dat word matter alot? I dun tink so. ITz actions that count. Datz wadz most impt. I'm not tryin to say i'm not glad to receive that compliment if u can call it so.. But..

O well. (Kryssy's copy*Mew*.. Bwahahaha! Waste 1 para tryin to action arty farty Well, i achieved it! *Winks* @ my dear Cactipuss)

+Got sth quite farni to show ya peeps.+
Twinkle, twinkle, little SARS
How I wonder what you are!
Up inside my lungs so high
Now I can't breathe deep or sigh
Twinkle, twinkle, little SARS
How I wonder what you are.

Twinkle, twinkle, little SARS
How I wonder where you are!
To Hong Kong the virus came
From China, they are to blame
Twinkle, twinkle, little SARS
How I wonder where you are.

Twinkle, twinkle, little SARS
How I wonder why you are!
Did you come from animals?
Chickens, ducks, pigs, cows or bulls?
Twinkle, twinkle, little SARS
How I wonder why you are.
Bwahahaha! Da silly things ppl do.. Makin fun of serious things...

Thrz so many ppl hu cant c two sides of the picture.. And dats how misunderstandings n quarrels happen. Itz v. sad. Sum ppl r so selfish. Deir blardi mentality is such dat derez onli one side to da whole case.. Blah blah.. I'm findin difficulty to xplain la.. Dun wana name DAT particular e.g. i have in mind.
Hmm.. Basicali tis day's a v.mixed up one fer me la.. An enigma.. Dat ra-ra thing i mentioned b4? Any tinkling? Lyk okay, sad, happy, blah, sad... on off.. da switch inside of me is faulty la. Juz so conked up.
Wahaha.. My parents r bk. My dad wuz wundarin how cum the main door was not double locked wen da couple (PARENTS la) came home frm a nice trip @ da mall.. (Hmm, not scared of SARS? Hehehe. Targeted @ baboon!) Yeah la.. Den he came in n saw me typin away @ da com w/o da lights on.... So he KNEW da ans la! (Abt da door!)
Eh, spkin of which, i had intended to juz chk mail n ppl's blogs den shit den bathe.. Ended up typin here. Haha..
As usual, controllin my shit da whole day. Horrible man me. Can sumone plz t'ch me NOT to do so? Bwahahaha! Actuali my dadee has alrdy lectured me on the importance of flushing out my system (Juz tryin to be polite. Snort.) daily and not controllin my bowels. All that excrement (Hoho!) have the toxins n all, wen not allowed to be expelled out, it'd cause problems in future.. blah blah.. Haha. Din tink u ppl lyk 2 hear all da details of my disgusting life ryte? HohohoBWAHAHAHAhohoho! Din noe it cud be called faecal matter. SO many ways of calling it! Maybe i can use it in my essay next time. Snigger.
O my gawd. My dad bot shampoo fer me cuz he noez i alwayz quarrel with my mom over it, but he has asked fer PAYMENT! Geez. Bet no other TEEN in da world, k, mayb SINGAPORE, faces tis prob! Geezus. HarRrUmph.
Gosh, now Miss B.Neh and Beckz Bu[T]ch r da onli souls besides my parents dearest to have heard my FART! HAHAHAHAHA! So sorry Cher fer the gross contents! Snicker. Wunda wadz fer dinner man. Newae, went study rm 2day. Yeah, sure, i did lots of studyin. LIKE real. WUZ chtin n chtin n chtin n actin stewpid n playin arn. So yea la. It was a fruitful trip thr. Haha.. Not s though i had planned to study or netin.. Hehe.. Juz wanted to waste time.. No1 waz home newae. Hmm..
Glad u lurrvee dat mirror Kryssy! Dun wori. Itz not ya b'day gift! Sumtym ltr i'd get THE gift k? Erm.. LONG time. Haha..
O yea, i rem sth. So many ppl hav bin feat. me on deir blogs <"Thank" u>. Not that i'm damn happy. Nor do i hav any particular HAPPY feelings abt it.. Haiyah.. ITz so.. Aiya. Indescribable la.
I feel so sad seein my kiddy pics n all.. Sucha happier childhood den..
On Tuesday or Wed my dad took out all the albums.. I bet my parents all felt so sad too. I came home dat fine day (K, mayb not so. I duno. Cant rem.) seein albums n more albums spread out on my brown table, so w/o washin my feet n face up 1st which i norm do, i grabbed n album n started flippin. Tried so hard not to cry in fronta dad. *Sigh*
Then, i had no such knowledge of words like true happiness & friendship, stress, etc etc. I knew no unhappiness, maybe wen i din get the toy or food i like (Seems so retarded sayin it. O well, kiddy times wad.) I faced no problems n do not havta struggle with life. I.e. Myself n everyone n everything else.. Parents love n adore u for evrytin u do.. Even if u do make em angry, itz minor issues n dey wud jus brush it off sayin, "Ah, shez juz a kid". Izzit da same like now? No, itz not. U r cute, u do cute tings, u get away w/ things. Bah. Parents rem wadeva silly lil tings u say. IF u do it any older den lower/upper pri level, dey take it s u r tokin stupid n not sensibly n u r wrongggg in sayin it. Bein older, u gotta be smarter n say wise stuff. Parents dun reali bother rememberin stuff u say to em now, but then? Oh, datz a whole diff. matter. So cuteee
so huggableeee... sigh.. wished to be adored dat way again. SIGH.. I know i cant xpect tings to be da same as always... But..... *Heaves a heavy sigh*
O well, seriously gotta go bathe now. Bye!
Hustalavista babeh. I'd be back.

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