Hie againnnn!
Geezus. I am beginning to be a someone who is soooo free & have nothing better else to do huh. Do i care what you think? NO. Waitaminute. That could be a lie. I do care. Well, then why m i still going on & on here? Dunno. Awright, datz a screwed up brain i have. Hohoho! (I'm no Santa, u ding dong!)
Guess what. I came home aroun 0030 & I DID NOT GET A SINGLE CALL FROM MAH folks! Hell, they really don't like me to be around @ home eh.. Haha. Came home to see happy parents (thank God!), my dada trying on shirt after shirt prancing aroun' the hallway (that's some exaggeration on my part. Haha!)! Lucky they were kept busy by some clothing brot back by Mama from my Unc's plc..
*Sighhh* Y'know, tho' many of you might think i'm pack-filled with activities in my life now or sth like it.. There's always this void inside of me.. I can't believe i'm typin' this here letting a whole bunch of you, whom i wouldn't wanna share things with, know. Ugh. On Thursday, i returned to Marine Terrace abt 10 @ night (duh.) & walked str8 2 the underpass. I was toying with the idea of going to the beach on the journey back home on e bus, but i REALLY couldn't believe i did it. When i was walking to the breakwaters, i was still thinking "God, i can't believe i'm here..".
The sky was clear, pretty sparkling stars filled the skyline, the full moon shone so brightly, a cool breeze was blowing...
Picture it. Everything seemed well and about perfect. Except.. :'( As i sat alone, letting e wind dry the water & sand off my legs (was walking in the water b4 settling on e rocks), i allowed my mind 2 drift to a world of my dreams.. My eyes couldn't help but wander to the couple on my far left.. Witnessing some action. Hah.
Wonder what you- whoever you may be- are thinking of now. Didn't expect this coming from me, did you? Well, lemme tell you. The majority of you only see the surface of me, how many of you can safely say you know me well? HELL, YOU DON'T. None of you do, so don't pretend you do. Or think you do. COS' NOW, i'm telling you, NONE OF YOU KNOW ME @ ALL.