December 28, 2004

Thinking for myself.

For purely selfish reasons, i want to marry a non-local.
Nationality undisclosed.
I'll bring my folks with me and maybe,
find such happiness there
(to where exactly, i've yet to know)
i wouldn't want to return.
The past has a part to play
to make who i am today
and i am leaving it where it should be, in the past
and this place.

I see no future of attaining inner peace and felicity
in this god-damned place
where thee was hence born and bred.
The happy nurse ne'r stays for long.
Life is a see saw, and mine's an imbalanced one,
falling on the wrong side.

Mr. and Mrs. Naidu Surenthra are really cool humans.
Just the type of people we need more around here.
From all the times i conversed with Mr S.,
i just get the impression of him being an individualistic fella.
Radical, what an answer he gave,
to an administrator/ part-time lecturer he met outside the institute.

I am looking forward to the end of the weekdays.
Amuse myself i will. Very well.
Museum visits!
Forward to the end of the week>>>W.W.W.!
Hope it wouldn't be a disappointment.

"How are you?"
"Still surviving", i quote Naidu S.
Ain't suicidal, no worries,
just a wee bit upset.
Wait, major understatement.

Grumble mumble
Wah lao!
Your name bao, ah?
Ask one pharking simple qn. like ur NAME & u tell me simi "It's okay, it's okay"
Farktup. Call twice sumore. Pengz. Seow lang.


An afterthought: It can't be a selfish reason if i am thinking of my marriage.
Who doesn't want a good one am i right to say?

Till the next,
au revoir.

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