The following was typed on Saturday morning & saved in Hotmail cos' of technical restrictions.
Sighhh. I am so damn tired of this nonsense.
I just want to vent my frustrations and let known some things i've on my mind and this machine just makes life harder for me. Quite a substantial amount of words typed, all gone..
I am so tired. Physically n mentally. More of the former at the moment of course. 5am dammit. FIVE IN THE BLOODY MORNING. I wish i had been smarter and left with the rest.
I am pissed, annoyed whatever negative shiat in a very calm, mild manner. Meaning, i look so okay, so normal, but it's at times like this i learn alot of new things and regret alot of things. Ah well, like i recently adopted this new line to lighten up my life, "a new day, a fresh start."
I shall go swimming later. Exercise should help me abit.
Hmmm. Just a thought, maybe i should stay away from people and 'events' that are predictably bad for me. Just like someone i know, see the trouble she avoids? Ah, me and my mistakes.
Present time
I've made many a howler, i confess.
But at least i've the maturity to realise and admit it.
I've realised how foolish and annoyingly idiotic young people can be.
I'm flabbergasted and absolutely disappointed with that.
Some never think of the consequences of their actions and even if they do,
they still commit the same stupid mistakes.
I want to help them, no, not create havoc together, but like everything,
you got to start with the root of the problem. Themselves.
I can only pray for them...
I've come to a point where i always make life-turning discoveries.
I think i'm trying to fit in when i really don't.
They range from two extremes, i'm not like that.
The goodies are the boring 1s, the baddies provide more fun.
Maybe maybe, i just am not meant to be in.
I swam not yesterday. Left the place about an hour after returning to the room...
So, i was a bucket of emotions on the way back to home SWEET HOME..
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