May 07, 2011

Wallowing

Didn't know disappointment like this til today. Kota Tinggi teksi driver, Samy, told me not to cry, "tak nanggis"... Didn't expect it; tahan til I walk to 48 bus stop and it happened. As I walked home, again and louder I sobbed. I was so disappointed til i upsetted my emotional balance. One, just that number of hour needed for me to get on that ferry out. Then, I'd probably be catching the elections or reading in my luxurious room on Pulau Sibu now...

Definitely helped me not upon seeing a sky blanketed with stars this night. I might have just been gazing at them for hours on Tengah's shoreline...

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