October 25, 2011

SenSe

Four-letter words are so simply spelt, so often used, by so many around the world. So EASY to use sometimes, so HARD to use sometimes. Consequences from their usage can be a BANE, yet also a BOON.

Specifically... I'd HATE to admit that i have fallen in LOVE, yet i know, it must have happened. LUST is definitely there all along, with the past, and the present. I don't quite know how or why i should battle this FEEL, isn't LIFE supposed to be lived with fire and without regrets? Isn't it to be lived with wrongs so we can learn to right things? What if i feel regret? What if i don't correct myself?

I want to be WILD and FREE, but CLAM up alot, that makes me feel so LOST now. To FIND my true worth, would take a lifetime's journey....which stage am i at now? Choking, displeasing morning after feel. Hangover from a Sunday high? It's a quick rush of guilty pleasure. I feel like running away now. Where is my passport? I should have packed it last night, when that thought came in. Now i have to wait four hours for loneliness to set in all over again.

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