D-I-F-F-E-R-E-N-T. That's what i am. I just know it. I found that out late in Secondary two or three. Dun treat me indifferently juz cuz i'm different.
I am vulnerable to those who perceive me as a strong person. I'm a strong person, to those who think i'm a weak freak.
It's just that.. These days.. It just seems as though the weak side of me is overruling the stronger me. So emotional.. A lil incident could cause a big ra-ra inside of me.
It's so... dramatic? This overwhelming trauma.. So upsetting, i'll start brooding over tis & tat.
I ain't insensitive s many might tink i am. I feel too. Just like all of u. Nobody really understands me in this world right now. No1 would know me just the way i know myself. I just know, I hate pretenders, action know-it-alls. Irritates the hell outta me. I hate HATE hate SARCASTIC ppl! Asses actuali. So many of 'em aroun. Ugh.
Tink i'm tis carefree, happy-go-lucky, can't b bothered w/anything and anyone type of girl? NO. I'm not. I guess.. It'd be a long time b4 any1 noes the REAL me.
I am, MY OWN BEST FRIEND.
Typin diz makes me upset all over again. Actually i forgot wad exactly i had said to my best friend (Datz ME, wur u payin attention?), i had so much to say. I wanted to put em all HERE. But, o well, 80% of it is.. Life's a torture everyday. When will i ever get my true happiness? When can i leave this world of hypocrisy and sarcasm and unfeelingness? WHEN?

Take the 100 Acre Personality Quiz!
Gee, i wun exactly say tis' true though. Thr wur one or two qns i cudnt decide which answer to choose. 53 points out of 100. Kinda reminds me of my exam results. *Ugh* 292,041 are the same charactor as you (Pooh). How true can it be?
Regarding what Miss Anjula Tamang said on on the 28th of April, 2003 on Monday @ her bloga,
"TO MICHELLE:JUZ READ YOUR BLOG AND I JUZ WANT TO POINT SOMETHING OUT..I NEVER BETRAYED E GROUP,GET DAT RITE?E GROUP WAS TOO CROWDED SO I JUZ REMAINED IN THE OTHER GROUP AND ME AINT NO SWINE." 'Scuse me, i'm quite lost. May u "enlighten" me on wad i said?
Gotta have dinner now.. Bye.
Hustalavista babeh. I'd be back.
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