Gawd. I think some fucka hacked in2 my e-account & stupidly read all da mails w/o MARKING em as UNREAD after tat. OR maybe HOTMAIL just screwed up yea.
I've a generally quite gd life in school now. But a horrible life @ home. Duno wada farking problem is wiv tha folks at home! I'M ALWAYS @ FAULT YEAH! That woman just slam me again fer not greeting that man. I aint gonna greet tat maniac of a baboon brain as long as he duznt apologise or maybe in a long long while.. NO farkin decency to apologise fer hurting me physically and emotionally two Sundays ago and dat blasted fella scolded me yst n still EXPECTS me to G-R-E-E-T him? H.E.L.L.O.!!!! Sheesh. Nobody cares fer my well-being anymore in tis blardi home. Escape. I wana run away. To where? I dunno. Maira was asking Ret & co. today where she can go if she runs away from home. Ret said "My house". I put the same qn to Mai, she said i can go her hse. But cant use that as a guarantee. Besides. she aint a close fren either. Wonder if she was serious about wad she said. I really can't take this shit no more. My plan is to steal my bankbook from my ma, and then one day, when i BUAY TAHAN anymore, i'm gona ciaos fer gd. Serious. U BLEDI ACT AS IF U DUN FARKIN CARE ABOUT ME AND WADEVA DATZ HAPPENING TO ME so why SHUD I TOLER8 ALL YA SHIT & ROT HERE! Someone becomes an emotional basket case in this bloody house everyday! Maybe..i shall get some1 to lemme stay in deir abode till late @ night then i return home to bathe n slp. I'll go crazy soon. I swear i may have depression. No joke.
Damn disappointed. Din bledi get a decent B fer Chinese. Dammit. While the majority were filled with satisfaction and smiling from ear to ear, i sat there in my gloomy state looking so despondent. Pondering over the choice of RE-taking the exam or NOT. Guess i shall not. Can't go through the torure of READING e whole chunk of chinese words & TRYING to memorise em & WRITING ESSAY again! *Yikes* NO. I shall just concentr8 on doin well fer other subjects then. *Sigh* A merit i got fer the M.T. Oral. Sad man. To think i got 7/10 fer CHINESE ORAL b4. Past 2 days' evenings been spent jogging @ da canal. Gr8 feeling i must say. Jogged only 1.5 km w/Yankee yst though. Walked e remaining 0.9 km. Bet i did 5 km or more of walking/jogging in all! She accompanied me 2 get mah dinner den i walked w/her to the canal traffic light. From there, we parted. Haha.. Supposed to go joggin agn 2day w/her. The sudden downpour messed up our plans.
Alright then. wana catch sum tv. Ciaos.